Run Away

One day I just packed my car and left my life behind. It didn’t turn out well.

But today I have a very real urge to do the same thing.

I don’t want to face this day.

I hate conflict. I hate argument. I hate feeling like I’m in trouble even if I don’t know why.

I want to jump in my car and drive as far in the opposite direction from my office as I can possibly go.

I am not brave.

I am scared. I am sad. I am angry.

This is why I drank. I would give anything to not have to “feel” this day.

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5 responses to “Run Away”

  1. violet626 says :

    Feeling is the hardest thing about being sober. Drinking was my solution too for not feeling and running away. Do not know how big the obstacle you are facing today is, but I bet you’ve faced bigger. Wishing you hope & luck!

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